okay Catharine can you uh give me your views on uh what you think about the uh care of elderly well i would i hate to see them being put into a hair care or a health facility care environment because they then feel like you know the family has abandoned them is uh what i get the comments from elderly people that i know that it's happened to and the elderly people that i that are still hanging onto their homes that is their greatest fear is to be put into a a a care facility rather than their families taking them in because the families then seem to neglect visiting them but if that is the case that they have to go to a care facility like that i think that care facility has to be thoroughly investigated as far as the uh medical um evaluation what kind of credentials do the medical people hold uh if they're qualified uh what type of recreation do they have for them uh their food uh situation um the environment that they are exposed to the the majority of the time that they're there is it bright and cheery um and to put them in with people that have the same type of uh lifestyle uh that they would feel more more welcome in uh in making new friends because they can relate to certain individuals because of their personalities um yeah um so i guess i would like to hear how you feel about it now Ray uh we uh just went through an experience um both my parents passed away fairly young and uh oh my my wife's mother died when she was only nine years old so the only one that we really had was her father and uh i i see he's no longer with us he passed away when he was uh he was going on eighty nine years old so he had a good long life yes he did uh-huh but he always maintained his own apartment he lived in the city he lived in uh Rhode Island in fact we live in Rhode Island i work in in the Massachusetts plant but i live in Rhode Island um-hum he's always lived in the in the city and he's always been kind of independent he's uh that's wonderful that's good he's never had a a never owned an automobile never had a driver's license you know he's always you know yeah so he was very independent wasn't he he got around yeah yeah because he lived right down down city in the yes port authorities right there so he used to take the steamer down to New York and you know i mean he went wow that's wonderful yeah he went everywhere he wanted to go sure he it didn't have any hindrances for him no and then about a year and a half ago he uh he started having mini strokes um-hum and we got kind of concerned about him and then uh he had fallen in the street a couple of times but oh bless his heart he uh he still didn't want to give up his apartment um-hum um-hum and uh and uh finally a year ago last Thanksgiving um my wife tried to call him and he wouldn't answer the phone so we kind of expected the worse so i went down um-hum and he had had another stroke and uh i found him he was just he was just standing in the middle of the room all covered with shaving cream he always trying to shave and he didn't know who i was so we brought him up to to uh stay with us um-hum and uh he snapped he snapped out of it he uh he was probably uh say ninety five percent himself um-hum um-hum and in in the course of the next during the next year towards again it was getting on towards Thanksgiving time he started having you know more strokes and then uh that's wonderful um-hum uh one morning he felt real dizzy so we took him to the hospital um-hum and while he was in the hospital he had a a massive stroke and it crippled him on one side his right side um-hum um-hum so he didn't have the use of of his arm or his leg or and then uh he lost the ability to speak and we're not sure but we think that he was very hard of hearing to begin with his almost his whole entire life i see so we figured that uh his hearing deteriorated even further and his eyesight um we did as much as we could for him and then it got to the point where we couldn't handle him anymore sure i understand that um i was working during the day and and uh my wife couldn't she she couldn't get him up um-hum sure so um the alternative was to put him back in the hospital which we did and they took care of him you know and he slowly deteriorated and uh um-hum to the point where he uh became fairly stable i mean he he knew who we were when we went in to visit him even though he couldn't communicate with us um-hum and then they said that um there was nothing more that they could do for him and he had to go into a nursing home the doctor said that he couldn't come back with us um-hum because we couldn't take care of him right and we started looking around and they said no the first nursing home that's closest to you that has an available bed is where he's going to go so we didn't have much of a choice wow i didn't know that they were that uh well at least up here um so he went in there anyhow and my wife went in there every day to see him and you know she were you satisfied with uh the facility uh at first well at first no um-hum it's uh it's very cold uh or at least we thought it was they're very clinical they're it's like a well it's a business um-hum right you get them in uh you do what you have to do for them and that's it oh um so I would go on weekends and she would go during the day to to visit him and they had a laundry you know they had the whole facility was there but um um-hum closed up most of the time so she'd go in and do his laundry for him and she'd go in and feed him and and it got to the point where um they we knew them just as much as they knew us and and they really cared for him at you know he was in there for almost six months so you established a relationship with the uh the personnel there um-hum um-hum with the nursing home right um and it was run the nursing home was run by uh regular staff but it was owned by Seventh Day Adventists okay which was a surprise to us you know we didn't realize that they had i guess well then you did see some compassion from the people there uh but most of the people were or were they just very businesslike and perhaps not of that faith well they didn't have anything to do with it they owned it okay but they i suppose they cared how it was run but they had an administrator that ran it and and most of the people were um uh aliens you know uh Jamaicans or Africans or okay um-hum um okay yes and they uh they took real good care of him he had lost a pair of slippers one day and one of them out of her own money bought a pair of slippers for him and you know that type of thing i see uh-huh but i think only because my wife spent so much time there she was there i mean every single day during the week and then on weekends we would go in the both of us uh-huh uh-huh um-hum and she would do things and she would donate little things and she'd help clean up the tables and you know that type of thing so um um-hum right but you're right when most when most people end up in there and i hear it from a lot of elderly people their greatest fear is that they're going to end up there and nobody's going to see them sure that's right they'll be abused but you hear horror stories all the time oh yes sure but if you care then it makes a difference those people oh absolutely absolutely that have uh a a lot of visitors um-hum and we had a gentleman that uh that uh let's see maybe about a week after my father-in-law was in there he shared his room he came in he could get around fairly well he again had a had a stroke and he was partially paralyzed um-hum um-hum but he was young enough where they gave him therapy and he was beginning to move up but he could talk and would tell us things oh you want to see what they're doing here and do you want to see this but don't tell anybody you know so he kind yeah yeah so he kind of adopted you and your wife yeah yeah in fact uh uh-huh um-hum we go down to see him she goes down occasionally maybe maybe uh once or twice a week just just to see him um-hum and uh i'll stop in maybe once or once or twice a month on the weekend i'll go down to see him well i'm sure he looks forward to that uh yes but he gets out he can get out you know he can he's got a lot of friends and they take him here and they take him there so he's not as as bad off as some of the people because some of them are in there and in the six months that my father-in-law was in there um-hum um-hum um i've i've seen a lot of them that didn't have any visitors whatsoever at least while i was there right yeah they're abandoned by their families yeah or if they or they might not have any at all yeah they just uh yeah and uh we had an old dog an old shepherd they were inseparable my father-in-law and the dog we brought the dog down there and it was nice and all the old people oh look at the dog and um-hum um-hum um-hum oh yes well most people don't do that you know they don't they don't they figure figure once you're in there you forget everything and that's that's really not the case and it's it's sad um um-hum um-hum um i hope that i never get into that situation where you know the kids will say well okay dad you know here you go of course yes um-hum um-hum um-hum i think i'll walk off into the mountains somewhere or out into the like the old Indian people used to do but yeah yeah and you know and there's something to say for that i think well yes they died with dignity didn't they right they do and and the people that um-hum that have families that don't