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VENUS AND ADONIS
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'Vilia miretur vulgus; mihi flavus Apollo
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Pocula Castalia plena ministret aqua.'
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TO THE
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RIGHT HONORABLE HENRY WRIOTHESLY,
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EARL OF SOUTHAMPTON, AND BARON OF TICHFIELD.
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RIGHT HONORABLE,
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I KNOW not how I shall offend in dedicating my
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unpolished lines to your lordship, nor how the world will
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censure me for choosing so strong a prop to support so weak a
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burden only, if your honour seem but pleased, I account
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myself highly praised, and vow to take advantage of all idle
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hours, till I have honoured you with some graver labour. But if
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the first heir of my invention prove deformed, I shall be
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sorry it had so noble a god-father, and never after ear so
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barren a land, for fear it yield me still so bad a harvest.
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I leave it to your honourable survey, and your honour to your
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heart's content; which I wish may always answer your own wish
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and the world's hopeful expectation.
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Your honour's in all duty,
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WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE.
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EVEN as the sun with purple-colour'd face
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Had ta'en his last leave of the weeping morn,
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Rose-cheek'd Adonis hied him to the chase;
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Hunting he loved, but love he laugh'd to scorn;
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Sick-thoughted Venus makes amain unto him,
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And like a bold-faced suitor 'gins to woo him.
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'Thrice-fairer than myself,' thus she began,
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'The field's chief flower, sweet above compare,
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Stain to all nymphs, more lovely than a man,
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More white and red than doves or roses are;
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Nature that made thee, with herself at strife,
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Saith that the world hath ending with thy life.
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'Vouchsafe, thou wonder, to alight thy steed,
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And rein his proud head to the saddle-bow;
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If thou wilt deign this favour, for thy meed
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A thousand honey secrets shalt thou know:
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Here come and sit, where never serpent hisses,
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And being set, I'll smother thee with kisses;
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'And yet not cloy thy lips with loathed satiety,
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But rather famish them amid their plenty,
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Making them red and pale with fresh variety,
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Ten kisses short as one, one long as twenty:
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A summer's day will seem an hour but short,
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Being wasted in such time-beguiling sport.'
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With this she seizeth on his sweating palm,
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The precedent of pith and livelihood,
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And trembling in her passion, calls it balm,
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Earth's sovereign salve to do a goddess good:
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Being so enraged, desire doth lend her force
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Courageously to pluck him from his horse.
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Over one arm the lusty courser's rein,
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Under her other was the tender boy,
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Who blush'd and pouted in a dull disdain,
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With leaden appetite, unapt to toy;
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She red and hot as coals of glowing fire,
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He red for shame, but frosty in desire.
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The studded bridle on a ragged bough
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Nimbly she fastens:--O, how quick is love!--
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The steed is stalled up, and even now
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To tie the rider she begins to prove:
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Backward she push'd him, as she would be thrust,
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And govern'd him in strength, though not in lust.
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So soon was she along as he was down,
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Each leaning on their elbows and their hips:
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Now doth she stroke his cheek, now doth he frown,
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And 'gins to chide, but soon she stops his lips;
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And kissing speaks, with lustful language broken,
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'If thou wilt chide, thy lips shall never open.'
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He burns with bashful shame: she with her tears
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Doth quench the maiden burning of his cheeks;
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Then with her windy sighs and golden hairs
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To fan and blow them dry again she seeks:
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He saith she is immodest, blames her 'miss;
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What follows more she murders with a kiss.
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Even as an empty eagle, sharp by fast,
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Tires with her beak on feathers, flesh and bone,
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Shaking her wings, devouring all in haste,
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Till either gorge be stuff'd or prey be gone;
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Even so she kissed his brow, his cheek, his chin,
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And where she ends she doth anew begin.
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Forced to content, but never to obey,
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Panting he lies and breatheth in her face;
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She feedeth on the steam as on a prey,
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And calls it heavenly moisture, air of grace;
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Wishing her cheeks were gardens full of flowers,
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So they were dew'd with such distilling showers.
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Look, how a bird lies tangled in a net,
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So fasten'd in her arms Adonis lies;
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Pure shame and awed resistance made him fret,
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Which bred more beauty in his angry eyes:
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Rain added to a river that is rank
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Perforce will force it overflow the bank.
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Still she entreats, and prettily entreats,
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For to a pretty ear she tunes her tale;
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Still is he sullen, still he lours and frets,
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'Twixt crimson shame and anger ashy-pale:
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Being red, she loves him best; and being white,
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Her best is better'd with a more delight.
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Look how he can, she cannot choose but love;
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And by her fair immortal hand she swears,
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From his soft bosom never to remove,
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Till he take truce with her contending tears,
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Which long have rain'd, making her cheeks all wet;
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And one sweet kiss shall pay this countless debt.
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Upon this promise did he raise his chin,
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Like a dive-dapper peering through a wave,
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Who, being look'd on, ducks as quickly in;
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So offers he to give what she did crave;
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But when her lips were ready for his pay,
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He winks, and turns his lips another way.
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Never did passenger in summer's heat
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More thirst for drink than she for this good turn.
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Her help she sees, but help she cannot get;
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She bathes in water, yet her fire must burn:
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'O, pity,' 'gan she cry, 'flint-hearted boy!
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'Tis but a kiss I beg; why art thou coy?
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'I have been woo'd, as I entreat thee now,
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Even by the stern and direful god of war,
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Whose sinewy neck in battle ne'er did bow,
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Who conquers where he comes in every jar;
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Yet hath he been my captive and my slave,
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And begg'd for that which thou unask'd shalt have.
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'Over my altars hath he hung his lance,
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His batter'd shield, his uncontrolled crest,
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And for my sake hath learn'd to sport and dance,
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To toy, to wanton, dally, smile and jest,
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Scorning his churlish drum and ensign red,
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Making my arms his field, his tent my bed.
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'Thus he that overruled I oversway'd,
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Leading him prisoner in a red-rose chain:
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Strong-tempered steel his stronger strength obey'd,
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Yet was he servile to my coy disdain.
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O, be not proud, nor brag not of thy might,
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For mastering her that foil'd the god of fight!
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'Touch but my lips with those fair lips of thine,--
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Though mine be not so fair, yet are they red--
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The kiss shall be thine own as well as mine.
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What seest thou in the ground? hold up thy head:
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Look in mine eye-balls, there thy beauty lies;
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Then why not lips on lips, since eyes in eyes?
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'Art thou ashamed to kiss? then wink again,
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And I will wink; so shall the day seem night;
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Love keeps his revels where they are but twain;
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Be bold to play, our sport is not in sight:
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These blue-vein'd violets whereon we lean
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Never can blab, nor know not what we mean.
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'The tender spring upon thy tempting lip
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Shows thee unripe; yet mayst thou well be tasted:
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Make use of time, let not advantage slip;
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Beauty within itself should not be wasted:
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Fair flowers that are not gather'd in their prime
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Rot and consume themselves in little time.
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'Were I hard-favour'd, foul, or wrinkled-old,
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Ill-nurtured, crooked, churlish, harsh in voice,
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O'erworn, despised, rheumatic and cold,
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Thick-sighted, barren, lean and lacking juice,
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Then mightst thou pause, for then I were not for thee
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But having no defects, why dost abhor me?
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'Thou canst not see one wrinkle in my brow;
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Mine eyes are gray and bright and quick in turning:
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My beauty as the spring doth yearly grow,
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My flesh is soft and plump, my marrow burning;
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My smooth moist hand, were it with thy hand felt,
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Would in thy palm dissolve, or seem to melt.
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'Bid me discourse, I will enchant thine ear,
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Or, like a fairy, trip upon the green,
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Or, like a nymph, with long dishevell'd hair,
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Dance on the sands, and yet no footing seen:
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Love is a spirit all compact of fire,
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Not gross to sink, but light, and will aspire.
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'Witness this primrose bank whereon I lie;
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These forceless flowers like sturdy trees support me;
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Two strengthless doves will draw me through the sky,
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From morn till night, even where I list to sport me:
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Is love so light, sweet boy, and may it be
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That thou shouldst think it heavy unto thee?
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'Is thine own heart to thine own face affected?
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Can thy right hand seize love upon thy left?
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Then woo thyself, be of thyself rejected,
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Steal thine own freedom and complain on theft.
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Narcissus so himself himself forsook,
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And died to kiss his shadow in the brook.
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'Torches are made to light, jewels to wear,
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Dainties to taste, fresh beauty for the use,
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Herbs for their smell, and sappy plants to bear:
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Things growing to themselves are growth's abuse:
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Seeds spring from seeds and beauty breedeth beauty;
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Thou wast begot; to get it is thy duty.
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'Upon the earth's increase why shouldst thou feed,
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Unless the earth with thy increase be fed?
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By law of nature thou art bound to breed,
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That thine may live when thou thyself art dead;
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And so, in spite of death, thou dost survive,
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In that thy likeness still is left alive.'
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By this the love-sick queen began to sweat,
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For where they lay the shadow had forsook them,
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And Titan, tired in the mid-day heat,
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With burning eye did hotly overlook them;
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Wishing Adonis had his team to guide,
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So he were like him and by Venus' side.
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And now Adonis, with a lazy spright,
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And with a heavy, dark, disliking eye,
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His louring brows o'erwhelming his fair sight,
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Like misty vapours when they blot the sky,
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Souring his cheeks cries 'Fie, no more of love!
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The sun doth burn my face: I must remove.'
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'Ay me,' quoth Venus, 'young, and so unkind?
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What bare excuses makest thou to be gone!
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I'll sigh celestial breath, whose gentle wind
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Shall cool the heat of this descending sun:
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I'll make a shadow for thee of my hairs;
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If they burn too, I'll quench them with my tears.
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'The sun that shines from heaven shines but warm,
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And, lo, I lie between that sun and thee:
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The heat I have from thence doth little harm,
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Thine eye darts forth the fire that burneth me;
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And were I not immortal, life were done
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Between this heavenly and earthly sun.
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'Art thou obdurate, flinty, hard as steel,
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Nay, more than flint, for stone at rain relenteth?
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Art thou a woman's son, and canst not feel
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What 'tis to love? how want of love tormenteth?
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O, had thy mother borne so hard a mind,
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She had not brought forth thee, but died unkind.
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'What am I, that thou shouldst contemn me this?
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Or what great danger dwells upon my suit?
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What were thy lips the worse for one poor kiss?
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Speak, fair; but speak fair words, or else be mute:
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Give me one kiss, I'll give it thee again,
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And one for interest, if thou wilt have twain.
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'Fie, lifeless picture, cold and senseless stone,
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Well-painted idol, image dun and dead,
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Statue contenting but the eye alone,
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Thing like a man, but of no woman bred!
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Thou art no man, though of a man's complexion,
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For men will kiss even by their own direction.'
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This said, impatience chokes her pleading tongue,
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And swelling passion doth provoke a pause;
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Red cheeks and fiery eyes blaze forth he wrong;
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Being judge in love, she cannot right her cause:
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And now she weeps, and now she fain would speak,
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And now her sobs do her intendments break.
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Sometimes she shakes her head and then his hand,
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Now gazeth she on him, now on the ground;
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Sometimes her arms infold him like a band:
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She would, he will not in her arms be bound;
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And when from thence he struggles to be gone,
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She locks her lily fingers one in one.
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'Fondling,' she saith, 'since I have hemm'd thee here
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Within the circuit of this ivory pale,
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I'll be a park, and thou shalt be my deer;
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Feed where thou wilt, on mountain or in dale:
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Graze on my lips; and if those hills be dry,
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Stray lower, where the pleasant fountains lie.
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Within this limit is relief enough,
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Sweet bottom-grass and high delightful plain,
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Round rising hillocks, brakes obscure and rough,
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To shelter thee from tempest and from rain
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Then be my deer, since I am such a park;
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No dog shall rouse thee, though a thousand bark.'
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At this Adonis smiles as in disdain,
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That in each cheek appears a pretty dimple:
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Love made those hollows, if himself were slain,
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He might be buried in a tomb so simple;
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Foreknowing well, if there he came to lie,
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Why, there Love lived and there he could not die.
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These lovely caves, these round enchanting pits,
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Open'd their mouths to swallow Venus' liking.
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Being mad before, how doth she now for wits?
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Struck dead at first, what needs a second striking?
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Poor queen of love, in thine own law forlorn,
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To love a cheek that smiles at thee in scorn!
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Now which way shall she turn? what shall she say?
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Her words are done, her woes are more increasing;
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The time is spent, her object will away,
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And from her twining arms doth urge releasing.
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'Pity,' she cries, 'some favour, some remorse!'
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Away he springs and hasteth to his horse.
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But, lo, from forth a copse that neighbors by,
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A breeding jennet, lusty, young and proud,
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Adonis' trampling courser doth espy,
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And forth she rushes, snorts and neighs aloud:
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The strong-neck'd steed, being tied unto a tree,
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Breaketh his rein, and to her straight goes he.
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Imperiously he leaps, he neighs, he bounds,
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And now his woven girths he breaks asunder;
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The bearing earth with his hard hoof he wounds,
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Whose hollow womb resounds like heaven's thunder;
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The iron bit he crusheth 'tween his teeth,
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Controlling what he was controlled with.
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His ears up-prick'd; his braided hanging mane
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Upon his compass'd crest now stand on end;
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His nostrils drink the air, and forth again,
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As from a furnace, vapours doth he send:
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His eye, which scornfully glisters like fire,
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Shows his hot courage and his high desire.
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Sometime he trots, as if he told the steps,
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With gentle majesty and modest pride;
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Anon he rears upright, curvets and leaps,
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As who should say 'Lo, thus my strength is tried,
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And this I do to captivate the eye
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Of the fair breeder that is standing by.'
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What recketh he his rider's angry stir,
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His flattering 'Holla,' or his 'Stand, I say'?
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What cares he now for curb or pricking spur?
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For rich caparisons or trapping gay?
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He sees his love, and nothing else he sees,
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For nothing else with his proud sight agrees.
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Look, when a painter would surpass the life,
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In limning out a well-proportion'd steed,
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His art with nature's workmanship at strife,
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As if the dead the living should exceed;
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So did this horse excel a common one
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In shape, in courage, colour, pace and bone.
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Round-hoof'd, short-jointed, fetlocks shag and long,
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Broad breast, full eye, small head and nostril wide,
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High crest, short ears, straight legs and passing strong,
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Thin mane, thick tail, broad buttock, tender hide:
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Look, what a horse should have he did not lack,
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Save a proud rider on so proud a back.
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Sometime he scuds far off and there he stares;
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Anon he starts at stirring of a feather;
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To bid the wind a base he now prepares,
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And whether he run or fly they know not whether;
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For through his mane and tail the high wind sings,
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Fanning the hairs, who wave like feather'd wings.
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He looks upon his love and neighs unto her;
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She answers him as if she knew his mind:
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Being proud, as females are, to see him woo her,
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She puts on outward strangeness, seems unkind,
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Spurns at his love and scorns the heat he feels,
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Beating his kind embracements with her heels.
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Then, like a melancholy malcontent,
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He veils his tail that, like a falling plume,
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Cool shadow to his melting buttock lent:
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He stamps and bites the poor flies in his fume.
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His love, perceiving how he is enraged,
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Grew kinder, and his fury was assuaged.
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His testy master goeth about to take him;
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When, lo, the unback'd breeder, full of fear,
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Jealous of catching, swiftly doth forsake him,
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With her the horse, and left Adonis there:
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As they were mad, unto the wood they hie them,
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Out-stripping crows that strive to over-fly them.
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All swoln with chafing, down Adonis sits,
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Banning his boisterous and unruly beast:
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And now the happy season once more fits,
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That love-sick Love by pleading may be blest;
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For lovers say, the heart hath treble wrong
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When it is barr'd the aidance of the tongue.
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An oven that is stopp'd, or river stay'd,
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Burneth more hotly, swelleth with more rage:
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So of concealed sorrow may be said;
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Free vent of words love's fire doth assuage;
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But when the heart's attorney once is mute,
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The client breaks, as desperate in his suit.
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He sees her coming, and begins to glow,
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Even as a dying coal revives with wind,
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And with his bonnet hides his angry brow;
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Looks on the dull earth with disturbed mind,
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Taking no notice that she is so nigh,
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For all askance he holds her in his eye.
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O, what a sight it was, wistly to view
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How she came stealing to the wayward boy!
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To note the fighting conflict of her hue,
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How white and red each other did destroy!
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But now her cheek was pale, and by and by
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It flash'd forth fire, as lightning from the sky.
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Now was she just before him as he sat,
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And like a lowly lover down she kneels;
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With one fair hand she heaveth up his hat,
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Her other tender hand his fair cheek feels:
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His tenderer cheek receives her soft hand's print,
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As apt as new-fall'n snow takes any dint.
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O, what a war of looks was then between them!
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Her eyes petitioners to his eyes suing;
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His eyes saw her eyes as they had not seen them;
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Her eyes woo'd still, his eyes disdain'd the wooing:
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And all this dumb play had his acts made plain
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With tears, which, chorus-like, her eyes did rain.
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Full gently now she takes him by the hand,
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A lily prison'd in a gaol of snow,
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Or ivory in an alabaster band;
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So white a friend engirts so white a foe:
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This beauteous combat, wilful and unwilling,
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Show'd like two silver doves that sit a-billing.
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Once more the engine of her thoughts began:
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'O fairest mover on this mortal round,
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Would thou wert as I am, and I a man,
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My heart all whole as thine, thy heart my wound;
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For one sweet look thy help I would assure thee,
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Though nothing but my body's bane would cure thee!
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'Give me my hand,' saith he, 'why dost thou feel it?'
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'Give me my heart,' saith she, 'and thou shalt have it:
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O, give it me, lest thy hard heart do steel it,
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And being steel'd, soft sighs can never grave it:
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Then love's deep groans I never shall regard,
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Because Adonis' heart hath made mine hard.'
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'For shame,' he cries, 'let go, and let me go;
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My day's delight is past, my horse is gone,
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And 'tis your fault I am bereft him so:
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I pray you hence, and leave me here alone;
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For all my mind, my thought, my busy care,
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Is how to get my palfrey from the mare.'
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Thus she replies: 'Thy palfrey, as he should,
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Welcomes the warm approach of sweet desire:
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Affection is a coal that must be cool'd;
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Else, suffer'd, it will set the heart on fire:
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The sea hath bounds, but deep desire hath none;
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Therefore no marvel though thy horse be gone.
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'How like a jade he stood, tied to the tree,
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Servilely master'd with a leathern rein!
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But when he saw his love, his youth's fair fee,
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He held such petty bondage in disdain;
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Throwing the base thong from his bending crest,
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Enfranchising his mouth, his back, his breast.
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'Who sees his true-love in her naked bed,
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Teaching the sheets a whiter hue than white,
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But, when his glutton eye so full hath fed,
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His other agents aim at like delight?
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Who is so faint, that dare not be so bold
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To touch the fire, the weather being cold?
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'Let me excuse thy courser, gentle boy;
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And learn of him, I heartily beseech thee,
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To take advantage on presented joy;
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Though I were dumb, yet his proceedings teach thee;
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O, learn to love; the lesson is but plain,
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And once made perfect, never lost again.'
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I know not love,' quoth he, 'nor will not know it,
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Unless it be a boar, and then I chase it;
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'Tis much to borrow, and I will not owe it;
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My love to love is love but to disgrace it;
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For I have heard it is a life in death,
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That laughs and weeps, and all but with a breath.
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'Who wears a garment shapeless and unfinish'd?
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Who plucks the bud before one leaf put forth?
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If springing things be any jot diminish'd,
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They wither in their prime, prove nothing worth:
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The colt that's back'd and burden'd being young
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Loseth his pride and never waxeth strong.
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'You hurt my hand with wringing; let us part,
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And leave this idle theme, this bootless chat:
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Remove your siege from my unyielding heart;
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To love's alarms it will not ope the gate:
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Dismiss your vows, your feigned tears, your flattery;
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For where a heart is hard they make no battery.'
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'What! canst thou talk?' quoth she, 'hast thou a tongue?
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O, would thou hadst not, or I had no hearing!
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Thy mermaid's voice hath done me double wrong;
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I had my load before, now press'd with bearing:
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Melodious discord, heavenly tune harshsounding,
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Ear's deep-sweet music, and heart's deep-sore wounding.
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'Had I no eyes but ears, my ears would love
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That inward beauty and invisible;
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Or were I deaf, thy outward parts would move
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Each part in me that were but sensible:
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Though neither eyes nor ears, to hear nor see,
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Yet should I be in love by touching thee.
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'Say, that the sense of feeling were bereft me,
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And that I could not see, nor hear, nor touch,
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And nothing but the very smell were left me,
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Yet would my love to thee be still as much;
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For from the stillitory of thy face excelling
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Comes breath perfumed that breedeth love by
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smelling.
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'But, O, what banquet wert thou to the taste,
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Being nurse and feeder of the other four!
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Would they not wish the feast might ever last,
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And bid Suspicion double-lock the door,
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Lest Jealousy, that sour unwelcome guest,
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Should, by his stealing in, disturb the feast?'
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Once more the ruby-colour'd portal open'd,
557
Which to his speech did honey passage yield;
558
Like a red morn, that ever yet betoken'd
559
Wreck to the seaman, tempest to the field,
560
Sorrow to shepherds, woe unto the birds,
561
Gusts and foul flaws to herdmen and to herds.
562
563
This ill presage advisedly she marketh:
564
Even as the wind is hush'd before it raineth,
565
Or as the wolf doth grin before he barketh,
566
Or as the berry breaks before it staineth,
567
Or like the deadly bullet of a gun,
568
His meaning struck her ere his words begun.
569
570
And at his look she flatly falleth down,
571
For looks kill love and love by looks reviveth;
572
A smile recures the wounding of a frown;
573
But blessed bankrupt, that by love so thriveth!
574
The silly boy, believing she is dead,
575
Claps her pale cheek, till clapping makes it red;
576
577
And all amazed brake off his late intent,
578
For sharply he did think to reprehend her,
579
Which cunning love did wittily prevent:
580
Fair fall the wit that can so well defend her!
581
For on the grass she lies as she were slain,
582
Till his breath breatheth life in her again.
583
584
He wrings her nose, he strikes her on the cheeks,
585
He bends her fingers, holds her pulses hard,
586
He chafes her lips; a thousand ways he seeks
587
To mend the hurt that his unkindness marr'd:
588
He kisses her; and she, by her good will,
589
Will never rise, so he will kiss her still.
590
591
The night of sorrow now is turn'd to day:
592
Her two blue windows faintly she up-heaveth,
593
Like the fair sun, when in his fresh array
594
He cheers the morn and all the earth relieveth;
595
And as the bright sun glorifies the sky,
596
So is her face illumined with her eye;
597
598
Whose beams upon his hairless face are fix'd,
599
As if from thence they borrow'd all their shine.
600
Were never four such lamps together mix'd,
601
Had not his clouded with his brow's repine;
602
But hers, which through the crystal tears gave light,
603
Shone like the moon in water seen by night.
604
605
'O, where am I?' quoth she, 'in earth or heaven,
606
Or in the ocean drench'd, or in the fire?
607
What hour is this? or morn or weary even?
608
Do I delight to die, or life desire?
609
But now I lived, and life was death's annoy;
610
But now I died, and death was lively joy.
611
612
'O, thou didst kill me: kill me once again:
613
Thy eyes' shrewd tutor, that hard heart of thine,
614
Hath taught them scornful tricks and such disdain
615
That they have murder'd this poor heart of mine;
616
And these mine eyes, true leaders to their queen,
617
But for thy piteous lips no more had seen.
618
619
'Long may they kiss each other, for this cure!
620
O, never let their crimson liveries wear!
621
And as they last, their verdure still endure,
622
To drive infection from the dangerous year!
623
That the star-gazers, having writ on death,
624
May say, the plague is banish'd by thy breath.
625
626
'Pure lips, sweet seals in my soft lips imprinted,
627
What bargains may I make, still to be sealing?
628
To sell myself I can be well contented,
629
So thou wilt buy and pay and use good dealing;
630
Which purchase if thou make, for fear of slips
631
Set thy seal-manual on my wax-red lips.
632
633
'A thousand kisses buys my heart from me;
634
And pay them at thy leisure, one by one.
635
What is ten hundred touches unto thee?
636
Are they not quickly told and quickly gone?
637
Say, for non-payment that the debt should double,
638
Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble?
639
640
'Fair queen,' quoth he, 'if any love you owe me,
641
Measure my strangeness with my unripe years:
642
Before I know myself, seek not to know me;
643
No fisher but the ungrown fry forbears:
644
The mellow plum doth fall, the green sticks fast,
645
Or being early pluck'd is sour to taste.
646
647
'Look, the world's comforter, with weary gait,
648
His day's hot task hath ended in the west;
649
The owl, night's herald, shrieks, ''Tis very late;'
650
The sheep are gone to fold, birds to their nest,
651
And coal-black clouds that shadow heaven's light
652
Do summon us to part and bid good night.
653
654
'Now let me say 'Good night,' and so say you;
655
If you will say so, you shall have a kiss.'
656
'Good night,' quoth she, and, ere he says 'Adieu,'
657
The honey fee of parting tender'd is:
658
Her arms do lend his neck a sweet embrace;
659
Incorporate then they seem; face grows to face.
660
661
Till, breathless, he disjoin'd, and backward drew
662
The heavenly moisture, that sweet coral mouth,
663
Whose precious taste her thirsty lips well knew,
664
Whereon they surfeit, yet complain on drouth:
665
He with her plenty press'd, she faint with dearth
666
Their lips together glued, fall to the earth.
667
668
Now quick desire hath caught the yielding prey,
669
And glutton-like she feeds, yet never filleth;
670
Her lips are conquerors, his lips obey,
671
Paying what ransom the insulter willeth;
672
Whose vulture thought doth pitch the price so high,
673
That she will draw his lips' rich treasure dry:
674
675
And having felt the sweetness of the spoil,
676
With blindfold fury she begins to forage;
677
Her face doth reek and smoke, her blood doth boil,
678
And careless lust stirs up a desperate courage,
679
Planting oblivion, beating reason back,
680
Forgetting shame's pure blush and honour's wrack.
681
682
Hot, faint, and weary, with her hard embracing,
683
Like a wild bird being tamed with too much handling,
684
Or as the fleet-foot roe that's tired with chasing,
685
Or like the froward infant still'd with dandling,
686
He now obeys, and now no more resisteth,
687
While she takes all she can, not all she listeth.
688
689
What wax so frozen but dissolves with tempering,
690
And yields at last to every light impression?
691
Things out of hope are compass'd oft with venturing,
692
Chiefly in love, whose leave exceeds commission:
693
Affection faints not like a pale-faced coward,
694
But then woos best when most his choice is froward.
695
696
When he did frown, O, had she then gave over,
697
Such nectar from his lips she had not suck'd.
698
Foul words and frowns must not repel a lover;
699
What though the rose have prickles, yet 'tis pluck'd:
700
Were beauty under twenty locks kept fast,
701
Yet love breaks through and picks them all at last.
702
703
For pity now she can no more detain him;
704
The poor fool prays her that he may depart:
705
She is resolved no longer to restrain him;
706
Bids him farewell, and look well to her heart,
707
The which, by Cupid's bow she doth protest,
708
He carries thence incaged in his breast.
709
710
'Sweet boy,' she says, 'this night I'll waste in sorrow,
711
For my sick heart commands mine eyes to watch.
712
Tell me, Love's master, shall we meet to-morrow?
713
Say, shall we? shall we? wilt thou make the match?'
714
He tells her, no; to-morrow he intends
715
To hunt the boar with certain of his friends.
716
717
'The boar!' quoth she; whereat a sudden pale,
718
Like lawn being spread upon the blushing rose,
719
Usurps her cheek; she trembles at his tale,
720
And on his neck her yoking arms she throws:
721
She sinketh down, still hanging by his neck,
722
He on her belly falls, she on her back.
723
724
Now is she in the very lists of love,
725
Her champion mounted for the hot encounter:
726
All is imaginary she doth prove,
727
He will not manage her, although he mount her;
728
That worse than Tantalus' is her annoy,
729
To clip Elysium and to lack her joy.
730
731
Even as poor birds, deceived with painted grapes,
732
Do surfeit by the eye and pine the maw,
733
Even so she languisheth in her mishaps,
734
As those poor birds that helpless berries saw.
735
The warm effects which she in him finds missing
736
She seeks to kindle with continual kissing.
737
738
But all in vain; good queen, it will not be:
739
She hath assay'd as much as may be proved;
740
Her pleading hath deserved a greater fee;
741
She's Love, she loves, and yet she is not loved.
742
'Fie, fie,' he says, 'you crush me; let me go;
743
You have no reason to withhold me so.'
744
745
'Thou hadst been gone,' quoth she, 'sweet boy, ere this,
746
But that thou told'st me thou wouldst hunt the boar.
747
O, be advised! thou know'st not what it is
748
With javelin's point a churlish swine to gore,
749
Whose tushes never sheathed he whetteth still,
750
Like to a mortal butcher bent to kill.
751
752
'On his bow-back he hath a battle set
753
Of bristly pikes, that ever threat his foes;
754
His eyes, like glow-worms, shine when he doth fret;
755
His snout digs sepulchres where'er he goes;
756
Being moved, he strikes whate'er is in his way,
757
And whom he strikes his cruel tushes slay.
758
759
'His brawny sides, with hairy bristles arm'd,
760
Are better proof than thy spear's point can enter;
761
His short thick neck cannot be easily harm'd;
762
Being ireful, on the lion he will venture:
763
The thorny brambles and embracing bushes,
764
As fearful of him, part, through whom he rushes.
765
766
'Alas, he nought esteems that face of thine,
767
To which Love's eyes pay tributary gazes;
768
Nor thy soft hands, sweet lips and crystal eyne,
769
Whose full perfection all the world amazes;
770
But having thee at vantage,--wondrous dread!--
771
Would root these beauties as he roots the mead.
772
773
'O, let him keep his loathsome cabin still;
774
Beauty hath nought to do with such foul fiends:
775
Come not within his danger by thy will;
776
They that thrive well take counsel of their friends.
777
When thou didst name the boar, not to dissemble,
778
I fear'd thy fortune, and my joints did tremble.
779
780
'Didst thou not mark my face? was it not white?
781
Saw'st thou not signs of fear lurk in mine eye?
782
Grew I not faint? and fell I not downright?
783
Within my bosom, whereon thou dost lie,
784
My boding heart pants, beats, and takes no rest,
785
But, like an earthquake, shakes thee on my breast.
786
787
'For where Love reigns, disturbing Jealousy
788
Doth call himself Affection's sentinel;
789
Gives false alarms, suggesteth mutiny,
790
And in a peaceful hour doth cry 'Kill, kill!'
791
Distempering gentle Love in his desire,
792
As air and water do abate the fire.
793
794
'This sour informer, this bate-breeding spy,
795
This canker that eats up Love's tender spring,
796
This carry-tale, dissentious Jealousy,
797
That sometime true news, sometime false doth bring,
798
Knocks at my heat and whispers in mine ear
799
That if I love thee, I thy death should fear:
800
801
'And more than so, presenteth to mine eye
802
The picture of an angry-chafing boar,
803
Under whose sharp fangs on his back doth lie
804
An image like thyself, all stain'd with gore;
805
Whose blood upon the fresh flowers being shed
806
Doth make them droop with grief and hang the head.
807
808
'What should I do, seeing thee so indeed,
809
That tremble at the imagination?
810
The thought of it doth make my faint heart bleed,
811
And fear doth teach it divination:
812
I prophesy thy death, my living sorrow,
813
If thou encounter with the boar to-morrow.
814
815
'But if thou needs wilt hunt, be ruled by me;
816
Uncouple at the timorous flying hare,
817
Or at the fox which lives by subtlety,
818
Or at the roe which no encounter dare:
819
Pursue these fearful creatures o'er the downs,
820
And on thy well-breath'd horse keep with thy
821
hounds.
822
823
'And when thou hast on foot the purblind hare,
824
Mark the poor wretch, to overshoot his troubles
825
How he outruns the wind and with what care
826
He cranks and crosses with a thousand doubles:
827
The many musets through the which he goes
828
Are like a labyrinth to amaze his foes.
829
830
'Sometime he runs among a flock of sheep,
831
To make the cunning hounds mistake their smell,
832
And sometime where earth-delving conies keep,
833
To stop the loud pursuers in their yell,
834
And sometime sorteth with a herd of deer:
835
Danger deviseth shifts; wit waits on fear:
836
837
'For there his smell with others being mingled,
838
The hot scent-snuffing hounds are driven to doubt,
839
Ceasing their clamorous cry till they have singled
840
With much ado the cold fault cleanly out;
841
Then do they spend their mouths: Echo replies,
842
As if another chase were in the skies.
843
844
'By this, poor Wat, far off upon a hill,
845
Stands on his hinder legs with listening ear,
846
To harken if his foes pursue him still:
847
Anon their loud alarums he doth hear;
848
And now his grief may be compared well
849
To one sore sick that hears the passing-bell.
850
851
'Then shalt thou see the dew-bedabbled wretch
852
Turn, and return, indenting with the way;
853
Each envious brier his weary legs doth scratch,
854
Each shadow makes him stop, each murmur stay:
855
For misery is trodden on by many,
856
And being low never relieved by any.
857
858
'Lie quietly, and hear a little more;
859
Nay, do not struggle, for thou shalt not rise:
860
To make thee hate the hunting of the boar,
861
Unlike myself thou hear'st me moralize,
862
Applying this to that, and so to so;
863
For love can comment upon every woe.
864
865
'Where did I leave?' 'No matter where,' quoth he,
866
'Leave me, and then the story aptly ends:
867
The night is spent.' 'Why, what of that?' quoth she.
868
'I am,' quoth he, 'expected of my friends;
869
And now 'tis dark, and going I shall fall.'
870
'In night,' quoth she, 'desire sees best of all
871
872
'But if thou fall, O, then imagine this,
873
The earth, in love with thee, thy footing trips,
874
And all is but to rob thee of a kiss.
875
Rich preys make true men thieves; so do thy lips
876
Make modest Dian cloudy and forlorn,
877
Lest she should steal a kiss and die forsworn.
878
879
'Now of this dark night I perceive the reason:
880
Cynthia for shame obscures her silver shine,
881
Till forging Nature be condemn'd of treason,
882
For stealing moulds from heaven that were divine;
883
Wherein she framed thee in high heaven's despite,
884
To shame the sun by day and her by night.
885
886
'And therefore hath she bribed the Destinies
887
To cross the curious workmanship of nature,
888
To mingle beauty with infirmities,
889
And pure perfection with impure defeature,
890
Making it subject to the tyranny
891
Of mad mischances and much misery;
892
893
'As burning fevers, agues pale and faint,
894
Life-poisoning pestilence and frenzies wood,
895
The marrow-eating sickness, whose attaint
896
Disorder breeds by heating of the blood:
897
Surfeits, imposthumes, grief, and damn'd despair,
898
Swear nature's death for framing thee so fair.
899
900
'And not the least of all these maladies
901
But in one minute's fight brings beauty under:
902
Both favour, savour, hue and qualities,
903
Whereat the impartial gazer late did wonder,
904
Are on the sudden wasted, thaw'd and done,
905
As mountain-snow melts with the midday sun.
906
907
'Therefore, despite of fruitless chastity,
908
Love-lacking vestals and self-loving nuns,
909
That on the earth would breed a scarcity
910
And barren dearth of daughters and of sons,
911
Be prodigal: the lamp that burns by night
912
Dries up his oil to lend the world his light.
913
914
'What is thy body but a swallowing grave,
915
Seeming to bury that posterity
916
Which by the rights of time thou needs must have,
917
If thou destroy them not in dark obscurity?
918
If so, the world will hold thee in disdain,
919
Sith in thy pride so fair a hope is slain.
920
921
'So in thyself thyself art made away;
922
A mischief worse than civil home-bred strife,
923
Or theirs whose desperate hands themselves do slay,
924
Or butcher-sire that reaves his son of life.
925
Foul-cankering rust the hidden treasure frets,
926
But gold that's put to use more gold begets.'
927
928
'Nay, then,' quoth Adon, 'you will fall again
929
Into your idle over-handled theme:
930
The kiss I gave you is bestow'd in vain,
931
And all in vain you strive against the stream;
932
For, by this black-faced night, desire's foul nurse,
933
Your treatise makes me like you worse and worse.
934
935
'If love have lent you twenty thousand tongues,
936
And every tongue more moving than your own,
937
Bewitching like the wanton mermaid's songs,
938
Yet from mine ear the tempting tune is blown
939
For know, my heart stands armed in mine ear,
940
And will not let a false sound enter there;
941
942
'Lest the deceiving harmony should run
943
Into the quiet closure of my breast;
944
And then my little heart were quite undone,
945
In his bedchamber to be barr'd of rest.
946
No, lady, no; my heart longs not to groan,
947
But soundly sleeps, while now it sleeps alone.
948
949
'What have you urged that I cannot reprove?
950
The path is smooth that leadeth on to danger:
951
I hate not love, but your device in love,
952
That lends embracements unto every stranger.
953
You do it for increase: O strange excuse,
954
When reason is the bawd to lust's abuse!
955
956
'Call it not love, for Love to heaven is fled,
957
Since sweating Lust on earth usurp'd his name;
958
Under whose simple semblance he hath fed
959
Upon fresh beauty, blotting it with blame;
960
Which the hot tyrant stains and soon bereaves,
961
As caterpillars do the tender leaves.
962
963
'Love comforteth like sunshine after rain,
964
But Lust's effect is tempest after sun;
965
Love's gentle spring doth always fresh remain,
966
Lust's winter comes ere summer half be done;
967
Love surfeits not, Lust like a glutton dies;
968
Love is all truth, Lust full of forged lies.
969
970
'More I could tell, but more I dare not say;
971
The text is old, the orator too green.
972
Therefore, in sadness, now I will away;
973
My face is full of shame, my heart of teen:
974
Mine ears, that to your wanton talk attended,
975
Do burn themselves for having so offended.'
976
977
With this, he breaketh from the sweet embrace,
978
Of those fair arms which bound him to her breast,
979
And homeward through the dark laund runs apace;
980
Leaves Love upon her back deeply distress'd.
981
Look, how a bright star shooteth from the sky,
982
So glides he in the night from Venus' eye.
983
984
Which after him she darts, as one on shore
985
Gazing upon a late-embarked friend,
986
Till the wild waves will have him seen no more,
987
Whose ridges with the meeting clouds contend:
988
So did the merciless and pitchy night
989
Fold in the object that did feed her sight.
990
991
Whereat amazed, as one that unaware
992
Hath dropp'd a precious jewel in the flood,
993
Or stonish'd as night-wanderers often are,
994
Their light blown out in some mistrustful wood,
995
Even so confounded in the dark she lay,
996
Having lost the fair discovery of her way.
997
998
And now she beats her heart, whereat it groans,
999
That all the neighbour caves, as seeming troubled,
1000
Make verbal repetition of her moans;
1001
Passion on passion deeply is redoubled:
1002
'Ay me!' she cries, and twenty times 'Woe, woe!'
1003
And twenty echoes twenty times cry so.
1004
1005
She marking them begins a wailing note
1006
And sings extemporally a woeful ditty;
1007
How love makes young men thrall and old men dote;
1008
How love is wise in folly, foolish-witty:
1009
Her heavy anthem still concludes in woe,
1010
And still the choir of echoes answer so.
1011
1012
Her song was tedious and outwore the night,
1013
For lovers' hours are long, though seeming short:
1014
If pleased themselves, others, they think, delight
1015
In such-like circumstance, with suchlike sport:
1016
Their copious stories oftentimes begun
1017
End without audience and are never done.
1018
1019
For who hath she to spend the night withal
1020
But idle sounds resembling parasites,
1021
Like shrill-tongued tapsters answering every call,
1022
Soothing the humour of fantastic wits?
1023
She says ''Tis so:' they answer all ''Tis so;'
1024
And would say after her, if she said 'No.'
1025
1026
Lo, here the gentle lark, weary of rest,
1027
From his moist cabinet mounts up on high,
1028
And wakes the morning, from whose silver breast
1029
The sun ariseth in his majesty;
1030
Who doth the world so gloriously behold
1031
That cedar-tops and hills seem burnish'd gold.
1032
1033
Venus salutes him with this fair good-morrow:
1034
'O thou clear god, and patron of all light,
1035
From whom each lamp and shining star doth borrow
1036
The beauteous influence that makes him bright,
1037
There lives a son that suck'd an earthly mother,
1038
May lend thee light, as thou dost lend to other.'
1039
1040
This said, she hasteth to a myrtle grove,
1041
Musing the morning is so much o'erworn,
1042
And yet she hears no tidings of her love:
1043
She hearkens for his hounds and for his horn:
1044
Anon she hears them chant it lustily,
1045
And all in haste she coasteth to the cry.
1046
1047
And as she runs, the bushes in the way
1048
Some catch her by the neck, some kiss her face,
1049
Some twine about her thigh to make her stay:
1050
She wildly breaketh from their strict embrace,
1051
Like a milch doe, whose swelling dugs do ache,
1052
Hasting to feed her fawn hid in some brake.
1053
1054
By this, she hears the hounds are at a bay;
1055
Whereat she starts, like one that spies an adder
1056
Wreathed up in fatal folds just in his way,
1057
The fear whereof doth make him shake and shudder;
1058
Even so the timorous yelping of the hounds
1059
Appals her senses and her spirit confounds.
1060
1061
For now she knows it is no gentle chase,
1062
But the blunt boar, rough bear, or lion proud,
1063
Because the cry remaineth in one place,
1064
Where fearfully the dogs exclaim aloud:
1065
Finding their enemy to be so curst,
1066
They all strain courtesy who shall cope him first.
1067
1068
This dismal cry rings sadly in her ear,
1069
Through which it enters to surprise her heart;
1070
Who, overcome by doubt and bloodless fear,
1071
With cold-pale weakness numbs each feeling part:
1072
Like soldiers, when their captain once doth yield,
1073
They basely fly and dare not stay the field.
1074
1075
Thus stands she in a trembling ecstasy;
1076
Till, cheering up her senses all dismay'd,
1077
She tells them 'tis a causeless fantasy,
1078
And childish error, that they are afraid;
1079
Bids them leave quaking, bids them fear no more:--
1080
And with that word she spied the hunted boar,
1081
1082
Whose frothy mouth, bepainted all with red,
1083
Like milk and blood being mingled both together,
1084
A second fear through all her sinews spread,
1085
Which madly hurries her she knows not whither:
1086
This way runs, and now she will no further,
1087
But back retires to rate the boar for murther.
1088
1089
A thousand spleens bear her a thousand ways;
1090
She treads the path that she untreads again;
1091
Her more than haste is mated with delays,
1092
Like the proceedings of a drunken brain,
1093
Full of respects, yet nought at all respecting;
1094
In hand with all things, nought at all effecting.
1095
1096
Here kennell'd in a brake she finds a hound,
1097
And asks the weary caitiff for his master,
1098
And there another licking of his wound,
1099
'Gainst venom'd sores the only sovereign plaster;
1100
And here she meets another sadly scowling,
1101
To whom she speaks, and he replies with howling.
1102
1103
When he hath ceased his ill-resounding noise,
1104
Another flap-mouth'd mourner, black and grim,
1105
Against the welkin volleys out his voice;
1106
Another and another answer him,
1107
Clapping their proud tails to the ground below,
1108
Shaking their scratch'd ears, bleeding as they go.
1109
1110
Look, how the world's poor people are amazed
1111
At apparitions, signs and prodigies,
1112
Whereon with fearful eyes they long have gazed,
1113
Infusing them with dreadful prophecies;
1114
So she at these sad signs draws up her breath
1115
And sighing it again, exclaims on Death.
1116
1117
'Hard-favour'd tyrant, ugly, meagre, lean,
1118
Hateful divorce of love,'--thus chides she Death,--
1119
'Grim-grinning ghost, earth's worm, what dost thou mean
1120
To stifle beauty and to steal his breath,
1121
Who when he lived, his breath and beauty set
1122
Gloss on the rose, smell to the violet?
1123
1124
'If he be dead,--O no, it cannot be,
1125
Seeing his beauty, thou shouldst strike at it:--
1126
O yes, it may; thou hast no eyes to see,
1127
But hatefully at random dost thou hit.
1128
Thy mark is feeble age, but thy false dart
1129
Mistakes that aim and cleaves an infant's heart.
1130
1131
'Hadst thou but bid beware, then he had spoke,
1132
And, hearing him, thy power had lost his power.
1133
The Destinies will curse thee for this stroke;
1134
They bid thee crop a weed, thou pluck'st a flower:
1135
Love's golden arrow at him should have fled,
1136
And not Death's ebon dart, to strike dead.
1137
1138
'Dost thou drink tears, that thou provokest such weeping?
1139
What may a heavy groan advantage thee?
1140
Why hast thou cast into eternal sleeping
1141
Those eyes that taught all other eyes to see?
1142
Now Nature cares not for thy mortal vigour,
1143
Since her best work is ruin'd with thy rigour.'
1144
1145
Here overcome, as one full of despair,
1146
She vail'd her eyelids, who, like sluices, stopt
1147
The crystal tide that from her two cheeks fair
1148
In the sweet channel of her bosom dropt;
1149
But through the flood-gates breaks the silver rain,
1150
And with his strong course opens them again.
1151
1152
O, how her eyes and tears did lend and borrow!
1153
Her eyes seen in the tears, tears in her eye;
1154
Both crystals, where they view'd each other's sorrow,
1155
Sorrow that friendly sighs sought still to dry;
1156
But like a stormy day, now wind, now rain,
1157
Sighs dry her cheeks, tears make them wet again.
1158
1159
Variable passions throng her constant woe,
1160
As striving who should best become her grief;
1161
All entertain'd, each passion labours so,
1162
That every present sorrow seemeth chief,
1163
But none is best: then join they all together,
1164
Like many clouds consulting for foul weather.
1165
1166
By this, far off she hears some huntsman hollo;
1167
A nurse's song ne'er pleased her babe so well:
1168
The dire imagination she did follow
1169
This sound of hope doth labour to expel;
1170
For now reviving joy bids her rejoice,
1171
And flatters her it is Adonis' voice.
1172
1173
Whereat her tears began to turn their tide,
1174
Being prison'd in her eye like pearls in glass;
1175
Yet sometimes falls an orient drop beside,
1176
Which her cheek melts, as scorning it should pass,
1177
To wash the foul face of the sluttish ground,
1178
Who is but drunken when she seemeth drown'd.
1179
1180
O hard-believing love, how strange it seems
1181
Not to believe, and yet too credulous!
1182
Thy weal and woe are both of them extremes;
1183
Despair and hope makes thee ridiculous:
1184
The one doth flatter thee in thoughts unlikely,
1185
In likely thoughts the other kills thee quickly.
1186
1187
Now she unweaves the web that she hath wrought;
1188
Adonis lives, and Death is not to blame;
1189
It was not she that call'd him, all-to naught:
1190
Now she adds honours to his hateful name;
1191
She clepes him king of graves and grave for kings,
1192
Imperious supreme of all mortal things.
1193
1194
'No, no,' quoth she, 'sweet Death, I did but jest;
1195
Yet pardon me I felt a kind of fear
1196
When as I met the boar, that bloody beast,
1197
Which knows no pity, but is still severe;
1198
Then, gentle shadow,--truth I must confess,--
1199
I rail'd on thee, fearing my love's decease.
1200
1201
''Tis not my fault: the boar provoked my tongue;
1202
Be wreak'd on him, invisible commander;
1203
'Tis he, foul creature, that hath done thee wrong;
1204
I did but act, he's author of thy slander:
1205
Grief hath two tongues, and never woman yet
1206
Could rule them both without ten women's wit.'
1207
1208
Thus hoping that Adonis is alive,
1209
Her rash suspect she doth extenuate;
1210
And that his beauty may the better thrive,
1211
With Death she humbly doth insinuate;
1212
Tells him of trophies, statues, tombs, and stories
1213
His victories, his triumphs and his glories.
1214
1215
'O Jove,' quoth she, 'how much a fool was I
1216
To be of such a weak and silly mind
1217
To wail his death who lives and must not die
1218
Till mutual overthrow of mortal kind!
1219
For he being dead, with him is beauty slain,
1220
And, beauty dead, black chaos comes again.
1221
1222
'Fie, fie, fond love, thou art so full of fear
1223
As one with treasure laden, hemm'd thieves;
1224
Trifles, unwitnessed with eye or ear,
1225
Thy coward heart with false bethinking grieves.'
1226
Even at this word she hears a merry horn,
1227
Whereat she leaps that was but late forlorn.
1228
1229
As falcon to the lure, away she flies;
1230
The grass stoops not, she treads on it so light;
1231
And in her haste unfortunately spies
1232
The foul boar's conquest on her fair delight;
1233
Which seen, her eyes, as murder'd with the view,
1234
Like stars ashamed of day, themselves withdrew;
1235
1236
Or, as the snail, whose tender horns being hit,
1237
Shrinks backward in his shelly cave with pain,
1238
And there, all smother'd up, in shade doth sit,
1239
Long after fearing to creep forth again;
1240
So, at his bloody view, her eyes are fled
1241
Into the deep dark cabins of her head:
1242
1243
Where they resign their office and their light
1244
To the disposing of her troubled brain;
1245
Who bids them still consort with ugly night,
1246
And never wound the heart with looks again;
1247
Who like a king perplexed in his throne,
1248
By their suggestion gives a deadly groan,
1249
1250
Whereat each tributary subject quakes;
1251
As when the wind, imprison'd in the ground,
1252
Struggling for passage, earth's foundation shakes,
1253
Which with cold terror doth men's minds confound.
1254
This mutiny each part doth so surprise
1255
That from their dark beds once more leap her eyes;
1256
1257
And, being open'd, threw unwilling light
1258
Upon the wide wound that the boar had trench'd
1259
In his soft flank; whose wonted lily white
1260
With purple tears, that his wound wept, was drench'd:
1261
No flower was nigh, no grass, herb, leaf, or weed,
1262
But stole his blood and seem'd with him to bleed.
1263
1264
This solemn sympathy poor Venus noteth;
1265
Over one shoulder doth she hang her head;
1266
Dumbly she passions, franticly she doteth;
1267
She thinks he could not die, he is not dead:
1268
Her voice is stopt, her joints forget to bow;
1269
Her eyes are mad that they have wept til now.
1270
1271
Upon his hurt she looks so steadfastly,
1272
That her sight dazzling makes the wound seem three;
1273
And then she reprehends her mangling eye,
1274
That makes more gashes where no breach should be:
1275
His face seems twain, each several limb is doubled;
1276
For oft the eye mistakes, the brain being troubled.
1277
1278
'My tongue cannot express my grief for one,
1279
And yet,' quoth she, 'behold two Adons dead!
1280
My sighs are blown away, my salt tears gone,
1281
Mine eyes are turn'd to fire, my heart to lead:
1282
Heavy heart's lead, melt at mine eyes' red fire!
1283
So shall I die by drops of hot desire.
1284
1285
'Alas, poor world, what treasure hast thou lost!
1286
What face remains alive that's worth the viewing?
1287
Whose tongue is music now? what canst thou boast
1288
Of things long since, or any thing ensuing?
1289
The flowers are sweet, their colours fresh and trim;
1290
But true-sweet beauty lived and died with him.
1291
1292
'Bonnet nor veil henceforth no creature wear!
1293
Nor sun nor wind will ever strive to kiss you:
1294
Having no fair to lose, you need not fear;
1295
The sun doth scorn you and the wind doth hiss you:
1296
But when Adonis lived, sun and sharp air
1297
Lurk'd like two thieves, to rob him of his fair:
1298
1299
'And therefore would he put his bonnet on,
1300
Under whose brim the gaudy sun would peep;
1301
The wind would blow it off and, being gone,
1302
Play with his locks: then would Adonis weep;
1303
And straight, in pity of his tender years,
1304
They both would strive who first should dry his tears.
1305
1306
'To see his face the lion walk'd along
1307
Behind some hedge, because he would not fear him;
1308
To recreate himself when he hath sung,
1309
The tiger would be tame and gently hear him;
1310
If he had spoke, the wolf would leave his prey
1311
And never fright the silly lamb that day.
1312
1313
'When he beheld his shadow in the brook,
1314
The fishes spread on it their golden gills;
1315
When he was by, the birds such pleasure took,
1316
That some would sing, some other in their bills
1317
Would bring him mulberries and ripe-red cherries;
1318
He fed them with his sight, they him with berries.
1319
1320
'But this foul, grim, and urchin-snouted boar,
1321
Whose downward eye still looketh for a grave,
1322
Ne'er saw the beauteous livery that he wore;
1323
Witness the entertainment that he gave:
1324
If he did see his face, why then I know
1325
He thought to kiss him, and hath kill'd him so.
1326
1327
''Tis true, 'tis true; thus was Adonis slain:
1328
He ran upon the boar with his sharp spear,
1329
Who did not whet his teeth at him again,
1330
But by a kiss thought to persuade him there;
1331
And nuzzling in his flank, the loving swine
1332
Sheathed unaware the tusk in his soft groin.
1333
1334
'Had I been tooth'd like him, I must confess,
1335
With kissing him I should have kill'd him first;
1336
But he is dead, and never did he bless
1337
My youth with his; the more am I accurst.'
1338
With this, she falleth in the place she stood,
1339
And stains her face with his congealed blood.
1340
1341
She looks upon his lips, and they are pale;
1342
She takes him by the hand, and that is cold;
1343
She whispers in his ears a heavy tale,
1344
As if they heard the woeful words she told;
1345
She lifts the coffer-lids that close his eyes,
1346
Where, lo, two lamps, burnt out, in darkness lies;
1347
1348
Two glasses, where herself herself beheld
1349
A thousand times, and now no more reflect;
1350
Their virtue lost, wherein they late excell'd,
1351
And every beauty robb'd of his effect:
1352
'Wonder of time,' quoth she, 'this is my spite,
1353
That, thou being dead, the day should yet be light.
1354
1355
'Since thou art dead, lo, here I prophesy:
1356
Sorrow on love hereafter shall attend:
1357
It shall be waited on with jealousy,
1358
Find sweet beginning, but unsavoury end,
1359
Ne'er settled equally, but high or low,
1360
That all love's pleasure shall not match his woe.
1361
1362
'It shall be fickle, false and full of fraud,
1363
Bud and be blasted in a breathing-while;
1364
The bottom poison, and the top o'erstraw'd
1365
With sweets that shall the truest sight beguile:
1366
The strongest body shall it make most weak,
1367
Strike the wise dumb and teach the fool to speak.
1368
1369
'It shall be sparing and too full of riot,
1370
Teaching decrepit age to tread the measures;
1371
The staring ruffian shall it keep in quiet,
1372
Pluck down the rich, enrich the poor with treasures;
1373
It shall be raging-mad and silly-mild,
1374
Make the young old, the old become a child.
1375
1376
'It shall suspect where is no cause of fear;
1377
It shall not fear where it should most mistrust;
1378
It shall be merciful and too severe,
1379
And most deceiving when it seems most just;
1380
Perverse it shall be where it shows most toward,
1381
Put fear to valour, courage to the coward.
1382
1383
'It shall be cause of war and dire events,
1384
And set dissension 'twixt the son and sire;
1385
Subject and servile to all discontents,
1386
As dry combustious matter is to fire:
1387
Sith in his prime Death doth my love destroy,
1388
They that love best their loves shall not enjoy.'
1389
1390
By this, the boy that by her side lay kill'd
1391
Was melted like a vapour from her sight,
1392
And in his blood that on the ground lay spill'd,
1393
A purple flower sprung up, chequer'd with white,
1394
Resembling well his pale cheeks and the blood
1395
Which in round drops upon their whiteness stood.
1396
1397
She bows her head, the new-sprung flower to smell,
1398
Comparing it to her Adonis' breath,
1399
And says, within her bosom it shall dwell,
1400
Since he himself is reft from her by death:
1401
She crops the stalk, and in the breach appears
1402
Green dropping sap, which she compares to tears.
1403
1404
'Poor flower,' quoth she, 'this was thy fathers guise--
1405
Sweet issue of a more sweet-smelling sire--
1406
For every little grief to wet his eyes:
1407
To grow unto himself was his desire,
1408
And so 'tis thine; but know, it is as good
1409
To wither in my breast as in his blood.
1410
1411
'Here was thy father's bed, here in my breast;
1412
Thou art the next of blood, and 'tis thy right:
1413
Lo, in this hollow cradle take thy rest,
1414
My throbbing heart shall rock thee day and night:
1415
There shall not be one minute in an hour
1416
Wherein I will not kiss my sweet love's flower.'
1417
1418
Thus weary of the world, away she hies,
1419
And yokes her silver doves; by whose swift aid
1420
Their mistress mounted through the empty skies
1421
In her light chariot quickly is convey'd;
1422
Holding their course to Paphos, where their queen
1423
Means to immure herself and not be seen.
1424
1425